haiz.. they first thing say that they didnt go for looks.. but for me they really do.. all those words they say are just FUCKING fake.. they are trying to trap us to their "love" which they are just using us.. they using us..when they need help they find us.. as for me.. im trying my best to win her heart.. but she ending up going with different guy.. which she had a HUGE CRUSH on last time.. and now he came back to him.. the reason last time when we are together are "she needs to concerntrate on her studies.. all i want is to make my family proud and focus on my studies.. not fall in any guy.. yea.. i just found out that she has a blog.. im just fucking lost rite now.. first of all.. i am in love with her.. second.. my frens ask me to forget bout her.. third.. so does my parents and hers.. and the rest its up to me.. well i hope shes reading this.. cause i wanted her to know that.. i will still wait for you.. i know this few days you didnt online cause maybe you block or change your email.. just to avoid me..i really dont understand.. what did i do to deserve this? its not like i didnt give you space.. i did allow you to have your revenge which you say.. you will take revenge only.. not more..which I TRUSTED.. but ending up turns to a different story.. haiz..
